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Monday, February 28, 2005
anticipation i lie in bed thinking of tomorrow where to go? who to follow? the fear of rejection it just kills the thought of failing just gets my adreneline pumping how to face up to the slip of paper for that will determine my future what to do? reveal it inch by inch? the anxiety is just so traumatic heart attack it'll cause drying like caustic soda who to turn to? mummy or god? now i run from reality i wish to flee till that moment comes i'll just live for the second and till then my anticipation will just be part of my judgement's participation. Sunday, February 27, 2005
cmy ming shes my king cool yet hot this baby rocks! cute nose nice eyes mings just nice oh. ming makes butterflies in my tummy fly! cold and hard she seems to be but all inside her is just so soft and creamy its just so lovely mings smart and shes got a big heart she forgives me for being an ass hmm... see, told you shes such a nice lass! ming rocks ming talks ming makes sense and mings my friend! wah lao. i can't believed i just lied lah!!! what the hell.. (just joking, ming is all of the above (above spaces =D)) boulevard of broken dreams what you wish for might never come true but try and think hard enough and all will be there for you drift off into your dream land there you'll meet me and for once we'll both be merry but dreams i want to live you might not share for you may not even care but dreams of you i will keep those dreams i had i'll cherish for eternity till the sky falls and pigs fly i'll be there dreaming dreams from far far away in these dreams we both are happy the skies are starry and both of us make merry but dreams are dreams and no reality but i'm glad for just this short momentry happiness for there bliss i experience but when i awake all pain just sets in but i thank god for dreams of you for without you i'll be empty and all so lonely in dream land my dreams might be sweet and meaningful but when reality kicks in i just realise its all nothing but a boulevard of broken dreams.... i wrote this because of inspiration i got from DAPHNE LEONG QIAN QIAN. (or so she claims) =D Saturday, February 26, 2005
a tribute to Shawn Lai hunk they call me heads i turn a washboard i have for a tummy Oooo... girls find me so yummy! hi! i'm Shawn Lai i'm here to make blow your mind and make your head fly aren't i cute? uh... please don't puke! i'm cool i'm fine i'm warm i'm kind i'm faster than a nuclear sub come... feel my heart go tub tub tub! lectures i attend but them i don't understand what to do? erm... turn to the girl in blue! *beep* i call help me with the projectal motion of this ball you might be tall but for you i will fall now, please don't reject me please hear my solem plea i promise i won't be as irritating as a flea now... come and make me go CRAZY! i mug for tests i surpass the rest first three months i cry out loud with 100% for my tests i'm on the 9th cloud! this poem is dedicated to the cute and hunky shawn lai of CJC 1T27 2005. enjoy! =D cheating cheating is a game its all about fame how you lie shows you're sly who'll know if you cheat but if you do, others you got to beat it might be an easy feat but the devil you're sure to meet God and you know all around you may be ignorant but to your conscience you must answer forever you'll live in your choice a small test it might be but you cheat and God will see for then you'll have no integrity so be a man fail and let it be! the temptation is so great but your conscience is stronger before you give into it take the test and fail it! for failure is the mother to success if we don't cheat, God will bless... Tuesday, February 22, 2005
humanity humans fight dogs bite how different are we? all out to kill out blood lust we wish to fill weapons were invented wars were started blood was shed countless bled human rights for them we fight but the war for peace Bush we might just tease end the war in Iraq stop the civil unrest in Rwanda but how far can we go will others watching follow? is peace relative? all i know is that everyone should be given a chance to live no wars and fights lets do whats right the quest for world peace it'll never end but for this world we would one day leave but for now ourselves we must fend Monday, February 21, 2005
fight me from the sky you descended to this meager earth, you question your mother of your birth, but all she says is live your worth. why humans were made to love and hate, why theres fate, why i've no date. questions of my own, mulling over them i'll just turn to stone. what to do i know not, but at least for now i'm not hot. but when emotions rise, i'll just have to pay the price. the punch. the kick. the block. all just a ticking timebomb with an inaccurate clock. find a bomb defusion kit, but all he says is take a break have a kit kat. and with that, fuck i shout, ready to drink a million liters of stout. with the drink of alcohol, i have big big balls. a rumble begins, and i will sin. to the ground i strike him, all just to win. survival of the fittest i scream, but to me he just beams....... fish and co. love might not be the actual term, blindly loving might just say it all. but now my hear from the 100000th floor has fallen, and i just feel so sullen. i'll move on, i'm sure i will. but before that i'll just say love you i did till now, when fun with you was the greatest form of elation. but what makes me change my stand, i might know but i might not understand. the moon is pearly white and round, while stars twinkle in the dark heavens. now i'll just say bye, for my heart is going to take flight. and before i do, let me tell you, for this might be true, i love you... school rocks ponning is good its emotional food slacking is great it just sealed your fate schools a waste of time and its as sour as lime teachers are dumb my... they're such bums homework they give please let us live! lectures i skip just hoping for a kiss on her lip jc isn't fun its as plain as a tasteless bun but its part of my academic journey wah. this poem is so damn corny dreams you close your eyes and fall asleep drifting into dreamland you go fantatsies you never dared to live there they become so well received sweet dreams she wishes you you shut your eyes but soon to a horrid world you enter and you a victim to her non-stop banter dreaming of her melts your heart but if not for her you won't have to hurt sub consciously you blurt out i love you my dear but whats the use? she isn't there to feel the love the passion we can't show all that can be said has already been told from a far we dream but no where near we get so dreams are just fantasies fantasies that hurt more than one that make us beam! Sunday, February 20, 2005
fish and co. love might not be the actual term, blindly loving might just say it all. but now my hear from the 100000th floor has fallen, and i just feel so sullen. i'll move on, i'm sure i will. but before that i'll just say love you i did till now, when fun with you was the greatest form of elation. but what makes me change my stand, i might know but i might not understand. the moon is pearly white and round, while stars twinkle in the dark heavens. now i'll just say bye, for my heart is going to take flight. and before i do, let me tell you, for this might be true, i love you... Saturday, February 19, 2005
you i love you and you know that too i want to forget you but i need somewhere to start i don't want to part with my feelings cause it'll just hurt me more but if i stay my heart i will tear my love for you is unexplainable but your heart is even more unattainable why i love and care i have no justification blindly loving some may feel others feel i just love the feeling of love but i know myself and its you i love you may choose not to believe me but i guess soon you will see all that i say or do is nothing but the truth forever i hope to wait but if someone else comes my way my love might just fade and i'll blame myself for that but waiting would be foolish cause all i am may be just a friend but to what extend can your heart be moved? and based on that i'll choose a path you may laugh you may cry all your emotions i want to be part of for the love i have for you is so real to be there when you're down to be there when you're being as foolish as a clown but will all my dreams and fantasies ever be fulfilled? i guess i'll never know so i'll just wait for if you don't try you'll just cry just wish me luck or i'll be so damn fucked boys boys just another girl's toy boys complicated little creatures boys when will they ever grow? boys their dads they will follow man they become and that'll be in time to come so before you they stump morals into their brains you should pump girls love barbies boys love armies two world apart how will they ever start? the boy takes the first step the girl knees him in his groin to the floor he falls and out loud he shouts "BANG BALLS!" she will never understand him for dirty smelly sweaty he is he will never understand her for docile gentle loving she will be but they will soon come to see that love will be that link and in a blink of an eye weddings we will attend girls see boys as weird boys will fear girls women see man as charming men will adore women as time passes feelings change boys turn into men and men towards women will bend! questions. nothing is everything, for the value of nothing was derived from the comparison of everyhing. by losing everything, we are left with nothing! so lets start thinking.... the world is everything, but compared to the universe, this insignificant planet is like a letter in a biblical verse. so is nothing everything? love is intangible, but love can be felt. love is infinite, but your heart love can melt. but who determines the above? the one from above? the flying dove? or just love? love is confusing, but love makes us think. love is great, but love you can hate. love and lust, is it all about her bust? love and a quick fuck, is it all about your luck? how you love she might never comprehend, but your love for her, should it bend? how you sacrifice for her she might have never known, but your love will it every be blown? all out you go, you seem very bold, but inside timid i know, why don't you just keep low? why love her and be hurt? why love her and shed your blood? cause love is a confusing thing, and love has a blurry link. but this link, can be drawn on paper with ink. include emotions and love, and you'll be shot out of the sky like a fateless dove. where do i stop? when i become a flop? so here i shall end, because forever i'll never be her man. Friday, February 18, 2005
from far away i stand, forever i'll be your man. you i have fallen for, but my heart you tore. ripping it apart, i wonder if you've got a heart. things you've heard i've not done or said, and it isn't of any aid! approach you i want to, but it can't be just us two! i want to know all about you, how you love, how you cry, how you laugh out in the night. how you fight, how you write, how you love and hate and bite! but it all seems so far, cause to you all i am is tar. all i wish is to be on par, so please let me lar!!! PS. give this to her man... it'll tell her a lot of things. you can do it!!! =) seventeen seventeen, i can STEAM! teacher they call me, wah... i better flee! many of us got it, so lets just fuck it. reflection of our prelims we pray, so lets just keep it that way. 25th feb, its when we pay our debt. where we go is fate, so fate we shall hate. seventeen, some will be a happy teen. seventeen, others will cry their dirty eyes clean! so till that day comes, lets just be bums. MOE we adore, for teaching is such a bore! Thursday, February 17, 2005
matters of the heart theres no early or late, its just a matter of fate. rush in and you'll be bait, wait too long and you she will hate! love is a two way thing, and love shouldn't just be a fling. love may sting, but love can also make you a king. show her you care, but she may be as explosive as a flare. but even so, don't run like a frightened hare, just keep cool stay calm and stare. love is a feeling, its a real simple thing. but with just one blink, it can all fade to nothing. in her you seek affection, but what pains you? - her actions. then blame yourself for a lousy selection, so just be content and attend your own emotional detention. patience patience is a virtue it'll be your personal curfew. await the moment, for soon it'll be your turn. rush in and you'll be burnt, then your ashes will definately be in an urn. so for now just sway in the wind like a fern, and patience your heart will learn. impatience will kill, it'll sign your will. so be smart, be still, your heart will soon fill... Wednesday, February 16, 2005
tan-gue this girl you've fallen for, but she just finds you such a bore. you once loved her to the core, but now shes just a whore?! be zai be steady, so just get your heart ready! be calm be cool, just don't be a fool! love her with all your heart, and your sincerity WILL pierce her emotions like a DART. you a horse and your emotions a heavy ladden cart, infront of her just remember not to fart! you can do it, for you're no small kid. just take it slow, and it'll all blow. patience is a virtue, a person's character's greatest hue! yay! love you i must, love you i will, for my heart only you can fill. till my window rusts, i'll be waiting for that special kill, so for me don't make it a battle up hill? my bubble might burst, but i will love you still, to me you're more precious than a BILLION dollar bill! Friday, February 11, 2005
choices logical and rational i will be, but from my decision i wish to flee. some actions i do not approve, but who am i to make you move? choices about you i've made, but they always seem to fade. all my love for you i've laid, all i need to say i've said. accept you for who you are, but you just seem too far... fallen in love with you i have, so what choices am i left? hoping for the best, this will be the greatest test. for half my heart is left, and you might just kill the rest. chocies i have to make, just pray that my decision will no longer flake... Sunday, February 06, 2005
where to go everything seems okay, i walk pass and they go 'hey!' this place i love, but this isn't any treasure cove. friends we seem to be to all, but who'll be there when we fall? 2 faced people i encounter, your darkest secrets they trade over the counter. in you i solemly confide, but soon i'll have to find a place to hide. lost and cheated i feel, for my feelings you always steal. best friends they may seem, but their trust between each other just a thin seam. dirty politics enter, and they are just so hard to phantom. backstabbers and 2 faced people, how their character is so feeble. such friends i'll rather not know, for your friendship will be as brittle and flickle as new flakes of snow... Saturday, February 05, 2005
the sarong party girl club hopping i go, just for the free flow. on ladies' night there i'll be, and on the floor me dancing you will see. shot after shot, my face turns red hot. to seventh heaven i'll fly, to the real me say goodbye! unleash the devil in me, piece of advice - HURRY FLEE! the dance floor i'll own, and i'll grind your bone. dance the night away, let our bodies sway. to the beat and tempo we shall dance, for then we will be in a trance. our worries and faults we all forget, but in the morning them we get. temporary relief we had the night before, but why do i feel like a whore? what happened 4 hours back i remember not, for i felt SO SO hot. a grave mistake i made, now its manifested to hate. the foolishness of drinking, it exposes the vices of the darkest king. regret i somlemly feel, my life will end like an orange peel... Friday, February 04, 2005
life Pure Sweet Friendly Caring White Life isn’t always going to be that way Innocent Nice Kind Love Be careful cause that’s going to hurt you Dead Sad Fucked Empty Depressed Black Fill it up with some of your gas Bleak Dark Evil Sinister Give it a shot up its ass All the above Just feelings of a confused dove Falling through the sky Living life as a lie The sky Vast and blue But who the fuck knows If it’s true? Bible Prayer Family Friends Will they always be there? True love waits Or are you just another bait? Sex Violence Drugs Theft Gambling Vices of the darkest king Hell Devil Death Burn Will I be there when I’m in the urn? Don’t be a puss Why be such a wuss? Live your life Fuck your wife Think out of the box Think like a fox Act like an angel Curse like the devil Thursday, February 03, 2005
how we were made! life is unexpected. have you ever suspected, your exsistance, was just for some body's assistance? love makes the world go round, but love makes you mentally unsound. loving so much, just pains you so damn hard. how you were conceived we know not, but we know for sure that your mum and dad were then HOT. so product of their love we became, and to this world we came. confused i am, for i was once shot out of a meaty stem. and to the egg i flew, and bigger and bigger i grew! 9 seconds of pleasure, 99 years of pain. for that little orgasm you once had, this little boy has become so bad. with that piece of rubber, you could have denied the existance of this blob of flubber. and with a little cap as a stopper, i wouldn't have to be such a "flopper" but i still thank you for that passionate night, for you experienced daddy's might. and i was made, i'm sure it was no mistake! diamonds Love and feelings don’t matter to you, For your heart is so cold and blue. Poems and songs move not your heart, For only gifts can make it start. My secrets I solemnly confide in you, But all of them became rumors so true. My heart I cut for you so deep, But all you do is let me bleed. No money no honey you once said, But to you am I just monetary aid? No strings attached you want from me, But my heart is locked and you hold the key. Gifts and brands you so very adore, And all I have can be such a bore. LV, Dior, Prada, Gucci, Is that all your heart can see? Love so true I have for you, But cash is all that gets to you. An eternal flame I’ll hold for you, So to the grave I’ll pray for you. As a boyfriend I’m too bland, For diamonds are a girl’s best friend… up in heaven The hand I once held, It is now expelled. The way I loved you, It can’t be spelt. Above the clouds you will be, Everything below you will see. But in my heart you will stay, And forever it will be that way. For that tree you didn’t see, No longer here would you be. Among the clouds you rose, And the coffin they closed. The stars shine bright, But they never did beat your might. The moon so round, The love we had could never be sound. My whole heart I gave, It followed you to the grave. There it will remain, And I will go insane... My dear, I love you. |
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