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Monday, March 28, 2005
pain torn into pieces crying from the lack of your kisses pain you've caused i feel lost cutting me up you've no heart leaving me to bleed i go on my knees to plead this pain you thrive on into a new world of excitement you're born this sick fantasy you want to live so pain to others you will give to see me on the floor with no escape door you feel like a king and merrily you sing this pain i suffer is nothing but your emotional buffer déjà vu this is to you all your past memories are so blue i'll always be your slave but i promise one day this pain you gave will lead you to nothing but your grave and till then forever i'll be brave... Monday, March 21, 2005
teenage fantasy some wish for freedom others their own kingdom majority for wealth and a minority for health in our youth we dream but these dreams can only make us beam so work hard we must and in our 30's our lives will be a BLAST youths seek allowance and trust but their parent's fear their lust a bird with wings they soar to own the sky as kings teenagers build castles in the air their dream of being Queen Elizabeth's only royal heir to the throne they ascend wealth and it's origins they will never comprehend others in a slump want to be like Donald Trump mulitudes of sliver and gold their actions would be so much more bold those in a bed all waiting to be dead their hopes and dreams are simple just to get through this stage of pimples but all these may remain fantasies of which adults they may just tease "go on dreaming dear" says mum and my heart just beats faster with a thump prove you wrong i will for society will be my kill proudly i display this trophy and i swear it won't be a phoney but till that fateful day comes i'll just live this as a fantasy where in dream land i'll forever be in ecstasy but in reality i'll just be a bum thanks to you. yay. ___ ____ yay. bye bye Thursday, March 03, 2005
a girl's crush i watch you from a far you're my north star showing me where to go and what to do but you've got her and thats all you need my love for you will forever remain a seed never will it blossom or grow but i don't mind waiting for you writing letters to you i always feel so blue cause i don't dare send it to you i spy on you secretly stalking your every move but you and her are so deeply in love i'm just so jealous but what to do? i'm just a confused teenage girl who dosen't have a clue can it be just us two? i'll steal you away from her and your emotions i will stir but for now my minds in a blur and when i see you, i just slur my heart i will give to you for it you already own no other hunk or eye candy can make my feelings for you go "bendy-wendy" Tuesday, March 01, 2005
birth life death to a new world you're born into covered in blood and juice the first sound you make a loud cry that awakes the dead the first month passes your family gathers they shower you with love and presents oblivious to the world you are 6 years pass enter into primary one the "real" world you think you see talk big big to me i'll laugh and say yes yes the world is this (childish) way! the innocence you possess you know so much less 6 years pass PSLE comes 290 you aim 246 and you say same same goals set high towards them you try to fly the biggest you once were in primary school but here in secondary school you're the smallest fry 4 years fly by the Os we sit for studying is such a bore but to working its a much better chore awaiting the results we chew our nails fingers crossed our intestines all tossed butterflies in my tummy i cry out "mummy!" i get the result slip and into a deep trance i slip i see the grades 3Bs. 4As. my balls drop i'm a flop i count slowly 13 i total where to go?! why not twelve? i missed 4 subjects and i swear that sucks why did i screw up? shit. i'm feeling so fucked up well, i guess this is part of life the ups and downs i look into the mirror and there i see a distinct frown cheer up mark tay lets be gay to god i pray for acceptance and not the grades but myself i hate i've to accept my fate... (to be continued...) |
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