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FREEDOM OF SPEECH NOTHING SHOULD BE IMPOSED
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Saturday, October 01, 2005
de ja vu its scary what i feel this feelings not supposed to be real people ask me about you and him to me its supposed to mean nothing but a sense of fear engulfs my heart maybe my feelings for you didn't really part? i told others i liked you no more they asked why and i told them feelings do die but now i think i can confess that it was fear and pressure and that should explain the rewst we might be poles apart and thus we may never have a start but this feeling again a crush should i just let it pass? i badly want to know whats happening in your life but this can only be done from afar where i stand to queitl follow fear of fetting too close to you fear of it becoming a crush number 2 fear of me getting scared and running like a cowardly cat i don't know what to di i really have no clue i want to tell you things i used to say maybe even i love you some day the box of hearts i folded is still with me your msgs on and off i see they make me laugh and cry for things we spoke about never went awry but now just to say a simple hi and to go on to speak about things more than school becomes so hard and no longer cool this is where i'll end today for tomorrow will be another bright and sunny day where once again i don my mask to see you and return home to find a heart ever so blue its time for me to continue i realize ifs still you you take my breath away how i wish you were always here to stay at least now i know thta you and him are just friends relieved i am but does it matter from where i stand? theres nothing i can say or do to make things the way they used to be cause then i was scared and i did flee i, not a man but just a flea i write these not to move your heart i write these not to pvove my heart there written in woe and pain escape from it i wish to gain but i do wish you'll stop and see these little notes of plea so then you might see me true and know that my heart may be all too true again here i'll end this pine for this lady in my heart she shines and bright as a star she will be forever shining in my dark hopeless sea |
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