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Tuesday, November 22, 2005
friend or foe? i don't know i want to know why friends can't be more honest and open. why are you lying?! if you like her then just tell us. don't keep telling us *oh. no lah i don't like her. shes just my really good friend* you know what. BALLS to you. thats no fuck thing called a very good/close female friend, especially if you harbour feelings for her that you're trying to surpress. my analogy of you changing infront of a guy is good enough to prove my fucking point. can you do that infront of her?! what pisses me off is not the fact that we like the same girl. but its the fact that you can't be man enough to tell us. why are you scared? show your cards and see what happens. why is it that you want to play your game like that? do you know you are really going to FUCK it all up. what you're doing is equivilant to lying, to her, to me and to every single piece of shit who gives a damn fuck about your life. you want her fucking attention. god. please. why crave it if you just want to be her *close/good friend* all your actions DO NOT telly with your words and "feelings". you know what. you're becoming more and more like the 2 people i hate most. and thats fucking sad. i don't know why you're becoming like that. and its not just i who have seen this. there are people around me who also say the same thing. and you know what. you're not just going to hurt yourself. you're going to hurt 2 other people in the long run. okay maybe just one. but thank god one doesn't give a fuck about you anymore. or rather i hope she doesn't. and you know what. i don't do certain things because i like her. i like her because i do certain things that she like too. its common interest you fucking idiot. not because you're going after the girl that you go and start doing such things. and its so fucking irritaing. photography. drawing. design fest. god. if you want to come just say and come along. no need to go from the back and all the shit. i really don't give a fuck about you. and honestly, if you continue like that, you're not going to end up any different from the 2 of them. and thanks for your help. but now. i really wish you hadn't. things would have turned out fine even without it. i'm sorry to say that. but yah. i shouldn't be indebted to you for the rest of my fucking life should i? be a man and do the right thing. and the right thing isn't fucking pulling out and then making seem as if you're this noble fuckhead whos sacrificed the world for his pal. you want to step back. i salute you. but step back like a man and face the world and her the way things should be. don't say A and do B. i was on the verge of just punching the shits out of you that day. your actions are fucking obvious. and god... you're a shit of an actor man. go brush up your skills or just be open and who you really are. stop putting up a front. no one appriciates it. really. and if she knew. you'll really be screwed. another thing don't say you like someone else just because you want to coverup your like for her. its such a wussy thing to do. and fuck. you're giving people the wrong impression. care and concern is good. but draw the lines and know where to stop bitch. so good morning and fuck you. =) i should really stop swearing. its really getting out of hand. yes. i will do my best. hope you're doing fine over there. _ _ _ _ _. |
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