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Tuesday, November 08, 2005
jump the gun. cart before the horse. kanjiong. man is always jumping the gun, placing the cart before the horse and being kanjiong. we can solve the most difficult physics/chem/maths/etc problems. but can we solve the simplest yet most complex question of all? WHAT IS LIFE and WHAT DOES LIFE MEAN TO YOU? can you answer that? if you can, good for you. if you can't i guess its time for you to start thinking. what man wants from life and sees in life is just HAPPINESS (in my opinion or rather thats my philosophy). the need for happiness and satisfaction is what drives him to keep working and progressing. but when happiness cannot be attained (regardless of physical/emotional/spiritual) is it alright for him to find an alternative? would man then be considered flickle? and if so, should he really be blamed even if he had actually tried his best but still in the end failed? i really don't know whats happening in my life now. i'm not driven by anything. and i guess if i base it on my theory of the hedonistic philosophy towards life, that simply means that i don't have any happiness to pursuit or rather i have already failed in the pursuit of it. so. the question now is. do i end this pursuit and engage in another battle elsewhere? i don't want to. i want to win this battle. i don't want to run away like i used to. but to stay on and fight would mean that i would lose more. lose more of what? myself. my heart. and my sanity. it has come to the point in which i think in death i might actually find more peace and joy. but i guess death would actually just mean eternal escape from troubles. but escape is good. especially if you don't think you can handle the shit thats coming your way. COWARD. or maybe the other alternative is just to pretend that nothing is happening. or maybe just pretend that somethings are not happening. JFI. a good philosophy to life. something like Hakuna Matata. but i guess its just a lot more radical. i may have to adopt it. but at the expense of my heart and sanity. but it'll be good for us. it'll be actions with no consequences. but in that, is the biggest consequence present. the consequence of not feeling after things have happened. the consequence of things not being the way the really should be. i guess things always become so complicated because of man's expectaions and wants. if we didn't expect anything from one another things would be so much simpler. things would just be things. with no implications that could hurt either party. but sadly its just life. consequences make things kind of interesting don't you think but at the same time they just make everything so complicated. COMPLEXITY. wonder. awe. trouble. loves. |
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