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Tuesday, November 29, 2005
tu lan i'm so tu lan. and i don't know what about. AHHH! do you say you're sorry to get out of shit or do you say it because you mean it? i don't know. i mean part of it. yet. i don't want to change. fuck sterotypes and expectations of a person. who are you to tell me what i am to be or how i should behave. i am what i am and i be what i want to be. be it a guai lan tah boh or a guai kia its my choice. so live with it. its selfish. but who gives a shit. don't. if you live life for yourself and only yourself, you'll be really happy, while making others really sad. but if you don't live life for yourself and you live for others (in a way) you just become miserable. i don't think i live for others, but i just get upset. i don't know why. its damn dumb lah. fuckfuckfuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm sad that you're leaving. i don't know why. not that we were that close in school. but yah. i'll just miss you. towkay. HAHA. joke. can you love Dr Jekle and hate Mr Hyde? they are 2 people in one body. 2 souls in union. how then? do you choose to love? or do you choose to hate? love-hate, isn't really an option. love-hate = running way. i don't hate you. i just don't like whats happening. and what you're doing. another thing. i don't like means i don't like. talk for fuck?! i won't give a shit about you and you don't have to give a shit about me. good right? somethings are just meant to be shitty and not nice. so live with it. and what business is it of yours anyway?! not as if i like you also. ha. FUCK ME. honestly, i'm really sinking into the loner world that i've always dreamed of. just enjoying my company. maybe, i'll like yours too. cause when we're together, i still feel alone, yet in the company of someone. hard to describe, so just try imagining. there but not there. =) you know who you are. i hope. i think things are getting too vague. ha. but who cares. if you let what you read here affect you, i think you're fucking stupid. this is just somewhere where i say what i feel. and yes. everyone i refer to is YOU. and you can be just anyone i know. so do not take offence. and if you don't like what you read. then too bad. kindly take your leave and fuck off. good night people. its getting late and i still need to write 3 bloody letters. |
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