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Thursday, April 27, 2006
determinism Fatalism is the view that human deliberation and actions are pointless and ineffectual in determining events, because whatever will be will be. one fate to rule them all one date to cause their fall Thursday, April 20, 2006
1:52 its all coming to an end hang on my dear friend and fear not god's almighty hand for it was all part of the plan seek the end before the end seeks you close the doors before they close on you love not for he'll soon hate you and pray not for it'll not come true englightenment: do you feel the way you feel because you do, or do you feel the way you feel because you want to? Sunday, April 16, 2006
i like... its amazing how people actually notice mundane things that are really quite insignificant. and whats more amazing is how they can actually let it affect them. oh well. maybe its because i just don't care. revolution. man thrives on change. yet, we fear it so much. WHY? hence, we should all just die. so things would be a constant and with death being irreversible, we won't be able to feel. then, we won't hurt and we'll all just be happy little beings. life is centred around one emotion. PAIN. happiness isn't an emotion of elation or joy. its really just the absence of suffering that we have to endure everyday. hence, every moment that doesn't contain pain becomes a moment of happiness. this relief that we experience now and then gives us hope and motivation to keep on living. hence, man works towards the goal of happiness. however, there are many who choose to ignore suffering, and who go on to seek happiness. why bother? when at the end of the day, you won't be able to beat the game (I LOVE LDJ). don't waste your efforts. just fuck life and live it. no point brooding over things that really don't matter. be happy. but always remember "happiness is escape. but escape is fine. just enjoy it like a drug induced high. forget it when reality sets in. and don't be addcited to it. for the world is cruel and life is pain. make the best of it while you still can." when we mangae to avoid pain and suffering, we're really just running. pain is the core of your exsistance. go on, embrace it. and by the way, life is made up of paradoxes. why? maybe because everything is relative and nothing can ever be absolute (HA. see the paradox in that?) we are all just flies that god's almighty hand is waiting to crush. happy easter. Saturday, April 15, 2006
mop the floor. if you really knew who you were, there'll be no point in your exsitstance. the four heavenly types MY THEORY ON PARTNERS: NATURE - innate self, character, thinking, ideals, believes, "background" and all the other things that are linked to one's psyche. THE OTHER TERM BEFORE *NATURE* - how one allows his ideas and believes to manifest into actions, bacically, something more tangible and observable. 1)similar in different natures this simply means that the 2 act and "feel" in the same way (eg. hate the same person) and hence doesn't mean that things would turn out fine. at the end of the day, the independent backgrounds would just prevent a union 2)similar in similar natures a carbon-copy of either party. they like the same things, they do the same things, they think the same way, they do everything the same. etc. its good to be friends but not lovers. you'll just die of boredom 3)different in similar natures the difference in actions and manifestations of ideas allow this relationship to have a varitey. it provides the ups and downs that are needed to make the relationship last. although the different actions can at times lead to unexpected explosions, the similar nature of the 2 help to draw them back together, and to see things in a new light, which would result in a happier and maybe even stronger relationship 4)different in different nature this just means that you're a martian and hes a homosapien. don't bother. cause you both act differently, think differently and even shit differently. so give up *examples given are extremely lame so as to make it more easy to understand. quote: "fuck it all before it all fucks up and with every moment that passes, the end draws nearer beware for it will come, and you will be stunned" other issues why is it girls allow friends (maybe even acquaintances) to affect them so badly? if they give you shit, just stop befriending them. sounds kindergarden-ish. but its really the truth. if you don't like, just don't bother. treat them as non-exsistant and just move on. my take on friendship is "friends come and go, so just go with the flow". don't think of how you're going to make him happy or how you're going to keep her loyal. just be happy with her and cherish the times with him. and when the day comes when you two have to part and embark on separate paths/journeys, keep all the good memories close to your heart, and those fucked up ones, flush them down the toilet bowl. apart from that just be happy. why is it people try to please/make others happy/be nice to those around them? if you're nice and if you like them, you will just do it, you really don't have to put any effort into it cause it'll all just come naturally. so to those who really try to be nice to those around them, please stop. you're not being who you really are. and to a very large extend, you're being fake. happiness is escape. but escape is fine. just enjoy it like a drug induced high. forget it when reality sets in. and don't be addcited to it. for the world is cruel and life is pain. make the best of it while you still can. Friday, April 14, 2006
for what? to hate is to treat as dead Wednesday, April 12, 2006
777 SEVEN THINGS. 7 celebrity crushes. LKY =) 7 qualities I want in a potential girlfriend smart funny retarded loving caring unperfect a relfection of me 7 random songs at the moment have you ever really loved a woman 1812 overture kokomo we got a groovy kind of love so happy together sweet child o mine please forgive me 7 things I say most mother gay fuck " " " " " limited vocab 7 people who need to do this nil Monday, April 10, 2006
this is for you. =) this is how it began: a year plus back squezeed in a hall, almost stacked there you were bubbly and nice welcoming us in with a pack of lies you were always there to shower us with care you once seemed fierce and i thought i was fearless i got to know you more soon to be my school life's core i would skip lects to talk others thought you i was to stalk and then you had to leave paths made, break and you were gone and into misery i was born we were SUPPOSED to meet for my TREAT which has YET to come you idiotic BUM! =) last but not least, you led and bled your responsibility kept but you never wept fear nothing that you should face cause for you theres no such thing as too fast a pace learn to love yourself if not you'll burst worry not about life for its most probably a bunch of lies take things as they come be it in pieces or lumps lastly, don't ever be blue cause i'll always be there for you this is for you. =) Saturday, April 08, 2006
unwanted eyes whats written isn't said over these words eyes have skimmed offence shouldn't be taken instead, forgiveness kindy given Friday, April 07, 2006
emo backside lah what the fuck is emo? to me emo is just fucking nonsense that idiots listen to (sorry joshua) so how can one be emo? is it EMO to cry your heart out when you're sad? is it EMO to talk write think about love? is it EMO to wear chuck taylors? WHAT THE FUCK IS EMO. some kind emo soul please tell me. and van, i still don't see how i'm emo. hahahaha. please enlighten. can you love life if you embrace death? let me know. to dear alfred: good luck. you'll need a fuck load of it. to god: i wanted to go for penetential. i really did. but. i'm just not ready. sorry. and everytime i cross a road (and make it over to the otherside ALIVE) i wonder why i'm not dead. after what i say do and think, i deserve to be. well, maybe you do exsist afterall. give me time. i'm seeking and knocking. just give me time. till then, please be patient. moronic morbid mad mark - awesome alliteration Monday, April 03, 2006
thoughts V FOR VENDETTA: its BNW meeting HT and expressing BLAKE'S ideas. fucking awesome. to me, its like a play, just filmed. is V really the protagonist? honestly, i don't see him and the chancellor as different. both want things their way and both get it their way. they don't really give a fuck about the others around them. and they all say that they do what they do for the "greater good" of mankind. but then, who is to actually decide whether or not what they do would benefit those around them? why doesn't man see that democracy and the totalitarian government are largely the same? like how democracy is just rule by the strong majority and totalitarian-ism is just the rule of a strong individual? does it mean that just because a majoirty (more than one) feels the same about an issue, it will be the right judgement to make? now the issue of whether V was a terrorist or a freedom fighter. the terms used in the previous sentence are very much dependent on the point of view of the bystander. for instance, those in favour of the regime would see him as a threat hence, a terrorist. however those who were surpressed by the government would see him as a hero. so whos right and who isn't? no one knows. is revenge always the way to end a vendetta? whatever happened to belief of forgiveness. well, maybe when man truly sees the ugly side of his fellow counterpart, he dies to himself. he sees no more emotion and feels no more pain. all he longs to see is the revenge he can have on his enemy. even then, the revenge is no longer about the pain he can induce, but rather just setting out to achieve what he initially made himself believe as truth. maybe the main motif of the play was to just portray to you a world full of restrictions, and how it sucks to be in one. then one day a nice HERO comes along and saves you all. fansatsy? fairytale? YES. the state is modelled after the nazi police state. see the irony? its fucking BRITAIN and they have actually followed the Axis. whatever happened to the belief of DEMOCRACY? does this mean that cracks in the system are finally showing? and lastly, if V were really the hero, why did he have so much hate? aren't all heros meant to be angelic? well. on the contrary, maybe the devil wins too. HI does she not see how he feels? does she not see what i think? does she turn a blind eye to all around? my, shes profound. she intrigues she leads back to her cave now her slave women say men are complex maybe parallex error it is on their part for they have no heart they complain there's a start to the end whos blamed? men. now for the men balless as hens they cheat on partners those they once called lovers they shove the blame here and there they stop to stare insolently into the eyes of their love please. do you think they even care? *its not meant to be a poem poem. trying shit out. you go to my other blog to read this post. fuck you. Dying Is an art, like everything else. I do it exceptionally well. Saturday, April 01, 2006
disaster strikes once again... and once again, this feeling strikes. YIKES! why now? why how? you god damn bloody cow eternal recurrance no more self assurance you never knew what you wanted so once again, you'll get hunted wake up you fool this' just a tool meaningless thought answers cannot be bought you know not what you knew your vision few. arise awake keep going not fake onward flowing not lying soon dying. |
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